Mommy's Tired

Ramble

2011-05-10T09:19:00.000-06:00

So DH is in Thunder Bay. He has been there since May 1 & will be back here May 18 (for the long week-end). Meanwhile it is just the kidlets & I. No home purchased in Thunder Bay yet; although he has seen one really good prospect and there may be another one coming up soon. Our home here has not sold & I could care less. We have a buy out plan with his company for a really decent amount.

This single parenting gig is hard. I miss having a "wing man"! My hat off to all the single parents out there!

We have discovered that Monkey B is not Autistic or Asperger's. Or anywhere on the spectrum. Just the ADHD with some speech and comprehension delays.

Trying out the 17 Day Diet. Started yesterday. So far it seems ok. I like that I get fruit-unlike South Beach phase one. Let you know how it goes!

Big changes are a happening!

2011-03-03T09:31:00.001-07:00

Been a looonnngggg time!

Last post was in September & here we are in March!

111 days of consecutive snow on the ground here in cowtown! I am soo done with winter! I am tired of the windchills and driving on ice & snow! Not to mention that it has been too cold for the kids to play outside.

So there have been some big changes round these parts.

My grandmother passes away in January. I was fortunate that I got to spend some time with her to tell her how much I loved her. She was 91 and I miss her so.

Monkey B has an appointment in a couple weeks to see what else is going on. We are thinking Aspergers.

And DH accepted a new position and we are moving to Thunder Bay! Yikes! I have always lived in the same province. And neither of us has been to Thunder Bay. But it looks lovely in the pictures we have seen. He starts May 1 and we aim to be out there @ April 25 or so. And hope to do a house hunting trip end of this month. Just have to find someone to stay with the kids.

My parents are not happy at all. And while I don't expect them to be overjoyed, less guilt would be nice. Mom is saying how Dad can't fly and she doesn't want to drive (it would be @ 2-3days). Sorry but that is something you guys have to deal with. Can't (and won't) live my life by what other people are willing or not to do. FYI in-laws are already planning a trip out this summer and they are already 12 hrs away from us now so they have even further to go!

Anyway lots to catch up on gotta go & do some more purging of crap!

Where did summer go?

2010-09-22T10:52:00.002-06:00

Why is it with the kids back in school I am busier than before? Seems I spend most of my day in the car picking up and dropping kids and doing errands. And when I am home it is time to play catch-up with house keeping and laundry. But I know I am not the only Mom to feel this way.

The boys' birthday was good. We had their big party 10 days after their actual birthday due to my Mom's chemo. And now I am discovering the joy of stepping on those tiny little lego pieces!

Been busy with Monkey B. Doc appointments, speech appointments and trying to get his IPP set-up. I just want to get the poor kid the help he needs!

Hamster is potty trained!!!! Yay!!! We have done 7 straight years of diapers in this house. Yes you read that right. 7. Straight. YEARS! And while he is not too keen on going to pre-school (oh the tears!) He seems to have fun while there.

Peanut is loving Kindergarten. He is just so excited to go everyday!

We have both older boys in Beavers. Hoping the social interaction helps Monkey B. And gives them both a sense of community. Besides they look adorable in their vests and hats!

Weather here in Alberta has sucked the last few weeks. Rain and cold (& sometimes snow!!!). Looking good for this week-end though. Having a garage sale and hoping to get rid of a lot of toys. Sad to get rid of the baby toys though. Not so sad to see the loud, noisy ones go!

My Mom is done her chemo and is doing better. It was a tough summer for everyone. We were up there quite often for DH to mow their lawn (think acerage!)

Off to take Peanut to K! Hope everyone has a good rest of the week!

August post

2010-08-31T08:44:00.003-06:00

Well since I seem to be posting once a month, here is my August post! (Once kidlets are back in school I will try to post more)

The twins turn 7 tomorrow. 7! It seems impossible to me. I can clearly remember them like this:

And here they are almost 7 yrs later:

Even though they were born at the same time (one minute apart!). They each have their own distinct personalities. They do things their own way and in their own time. They like different things and have different friends.

Happy Birthday!

And yeah, whatever

2010-07-14T19:52:00.003-06:00

Hey wanna know a way to guarantee a wait in your pediatricians office of atleast an hour?
Bring all 4 kids with you! Oh and make sure that one of them poops (preferably the one in diapers) and forget to bring in a clean pull-up and wipes. And while they probably had something in his size you were so ticked at wating for 75 minutes that you said to hell with it and waited to change him in the car. (love ziploc bags!)

Anyway the appointment was for Monkey B. The Vyvanse just didn't seem to be working as well. Switched him to Biphentin and it is like he is on no meds. Back to the ped next week.

Been doing some camping. Cooking easy freezer meals for my folks. And generally trying to remain sane.

Quit WW again, decided just to stay fat forever.

House is still not sold. Market sucks right now.

My Mom has started chemo. She had her second treatment yesterday. Had her head shaved last week and got her wig fitted. Looks really good. I am thinking that my next tatoo might be a pink ribbon, but not sure where to place it. My brother has not talked to my parents in a month (they are always the ones to call him & are sick of it). He is a douche bag.

Going camping to Waterton National Park this week-end. Should be good.

Busy, busy, busy

2010-06-09T10:37:00.002-06:00

That has been my life for the past few weeks. Oh and throw in a couple colds as well. Just to make things extra special.

My Mom is slowly coming to terms with the mastecotmy. She goes next week to see the oncologist. And find out what the course of treatment will be.

DH had a confrence in Banff last week. He managed to get one room that had 2 queen beds with a third in a loft. So my Mom came with us and off we went. The boys had a blast. Monkey B loved the museums we went to. And there was a playground not even a block away from our hotel.

We came back on the Friday and had enough time to do a couple loads of laundry before heading to the farm. My Dad held an auction on June 7 in which he was getting rid of all his heavy equipment (Backhoe and min-cats) as well as all his tools. Not to mention alot of over stuff. So I cooked and cleaned and DH along with one of my BIL and a few friends helped get everything in order. It made for a tiring week-end, but worth it.

I am getting tired of Weight Watchers. I just can't get excited about it anymore. Wondering if anyone has any advice about a program they love?

7 pounds

2010-05-10T13:01:00.002-06:00

that is how much I gained in a month. Funny thing was I left my meeting feeling good about myself! Being accountable again is a good feeling for me.

My Mom is having her mastectomy as I type this. Should hear from my Dad soon.

DH leaves for New Orleans tomorrow. I know that it is for work, but I am still jealous! So just me & the kidlets until Friday.

My sister "the personal chef" still can't cook! I find it funny that she had any clients at all! She cooked a tenderloin roast yesterday. Now I don't like my steak well done, but she could of atleast made sure it had stopped kicking! Seriously raw in the middle. I'm talking blue rare. I couldn't eat it. Not to mention her $70 bottle of truffle oil. She glopped that on everything on her plate-the smell made me want to vomit. A little is ok, alot is puke city. But hey the potato and bread were ok. And my mini cupcakes were awesome!

Other things in my life

2010-05-07T13:12:00.005-06:00

So our house is back on the market. Hopefully we sell this time. Found a home in a small town that I fell in love with. HUGE kitchen, large living area, 4 bedrooms and undeveloped basement. Also tons of closet space off the garage. And a huge kitchen, with a jen-air cook-top. We may make an offer conditional on the sale of our home.

Had my Mother's Day tea at Peanut's pre-school today. So freaking cute! They sang songs and then we had our tea. I dropped Hamster off at my sisters house and I felt so bad when I left because he was crying. She said it only lasted 2 minutes though. Her son and Hamster are the same age & I know he was excited to go play there. Just didn't want Mommy to leave!

Weather here has been crappy. Seriously, we have had snow everyday this week. Atleast it melts, but I am done with windchills and snow and cold. Mother Nature can kiss my ass.

The Monkeys are doing well in school. Monkey B even read a book to himself yesterday!(this would not of happened before) His teacher is also really impressed with his progress. Monkey A is really getting into the Stanley Cup playoffs-as the Canucks are still in it. That boy does loves his sports!

Going back to WW meeting tomorrow. I have missed the last 3. And have been stress eating like crazy. Cuz that is going to help everything!

A question for all of you. Say you had a milestone birthday and your DH/SO got you nothing, but promised to take you shopping in a few weeks (which ended up being for 30min & you didn't find anything), how ticked would you be?

Whew!

2010-05-03T12:33:00.001-06:00

Well the good news is that my Mom's bone scan came back clear. Yay!!! Her CT scan was mostly clear, but they are unsure of her liver & will do an MRI. She is having surgery next Monday. And we plan to have the best Mother's Day yet.
Thanks to everyone for your thoughts and prayers!

six little letters

2010-04-30T12:14:00.004-06:00

Amazing what six little letters in the right order can do. For one it can turn your world on it's ass.
My Mom has cancer. So far we know it is in her right breast and lymph nodes. She had a bone and CT scan this week to see if it has spread. She gets the results this afternoon. I'm scared and I don't want to lose my Mom.

Emotional Roller Coaster

2010-04-23T10:29:00.002-06:00

Minutes after writing my last post my Mom called. Breast cancer & mastecomy. Those were the words I heard. Now my Dad had told me that she had found a lump and was having a mammogram on that Wednesday (Mom didn't tell us because she didn't want us to worry-silly woman). Her follow-up with her doc was on the Friday. Where she was told that she had Stage 2 breast cancer and would need a mastectomy in the next week. That is when she called me and we both turned into a blubbering mess.

Later that afternoon the nurse calls my Mom. Apparently there is now some doubt that it is breast cancer and a biopsy needs to be done. WTF?? 2 Hours ago the poor woman was told she had cancer and a biopsy wasn't even done? Her doc is a jackass. (Small town doc should not equal poor care) So she had her biopsy this past Wednesday and goes back to see the surgeon on the 30th. (This man took time to explain things to her and reassure both my folks).

And so now we wait.

Well that took longer than expected!

2010-04-09T10:30:00.002-06:00

Well I am back. And feeling better! Finally. That was a long 3 weeks I tell ya! I wound up back in the ER at one point and was put on some heavy duty antibiotics. The recovery from this surgery was worse than any one of my c-sections! Thank goodness I have parents that I can call at 6am and ask if they will drive an hour to watch the kids so DH can take me to emerg.

Anyway all back to normal now!

Had a good Easter. In-laws came into town. Had the Easter Egg hunt at my parents. As you can imagine the kids love this!

Have been painting (well DH has) the house. Just a few touch-ups to do. And then major cleaning and back on the market it goes.

Had snow here last night. Resulted in an icy mess this morning. I hate snow. I hate ice more.

Going out on a date with DH on Sunday for my birthday. Have a sitter lined up. Can't wait. Unsure where to go though, but I know that I want seafood!

Will be going back to WW tomorrow. First time since surgery. Should be interesting. Since all I wanted to eat when I was sick was ice cream!

Hope everyone has a great week-end and I am off to try and catch up!

Still Kicking

2010-03-23T14:11:00.001-06:00

Surgery went well. Recovery sucks. More when I am able.

nervous

2010-03-15T22:17:00.003-06:00

Got a call Friday that my surgery date needed to be changed again. But of course they don't answer calls on Friday afternoon. Even though that is when she left the message! Anyway called this morning and my surgery is tomorrow! Mom was able to get the time off. So I have her here until Sunday if I need it. She is a nurse so she only had to book 2 shifts off. Anyway I am nervous and don't know how well I will sleep tonight. And I will miss my kids while I am gone (and DH of course). And hopefully I get a private room.
Catch you all later.

Feeling better

2010-03-12T09:50:00.002-07:00

Well Monkey B has been doing great at school this week! We have had some meltdowns at home after school, but I think most of that is caused by low blood sugar. He has not been eating his lunch (loss of appetite is a side effect). But if I make sure he eats something right away it is not too bad. So I am feeling better about our choice to medicate him. He is still himself but better. Can't ask for more than that!

One of the reasons I have been having such a hard time with this is that I feel like I failed him somehow. Their pregnancy was not an easy one. (Actually none of my pregnancies were easy, but that is another post) Anyway. I was put on bedrest with the Monkeys at 27 weeks. This was due to pregnancy-induced hypertension or PIH. I was one level up from being in bed all day. Which meant that I got to stand for 10 minutes at a time and could take quick showers. I could also sit on the couch. What I could not do was drive, long meal prep or basically leave the house except for doctor appointments and ultrasounds. Fun times. I also had anti-natal care call me everyday (I had to test my blood pressure and my pee for protien) and they stopped in once a week.

By 35 weeks my blood pressure spiked to 150/100. DH drove me to the hospital at midnight and I was induced the next day. I made it to 7cm dialated when Monkey A's heartrate began to shoot up. One emergency c-section later and we had 2 boys. Monkey A was the one who had the most trouble. He was 10 days in the NICU with respiratory distress syndrome. Monkey B spent the night in the NICU and was discharged with me 4 days later.

Then there was the breastfeeding and failure to thrive for Monkey B. Switch to formula feedings exclusively (I was supplementing before). And he finally landed on the growth chart at 4 months old! And since then he has progressed normally. Hitting all his milestones on time. But we have always known that he was not quite the same as his twin.

So I have decided that I cannot beat myself up for something that I cannot change. ADHD is a biological condition. And is thought to be a chemical imbalance in the brain. So it is now up to his Dad and I to do everything in our power to help him deal with this, as he will likely have it the rest of his life.

2010-03-08T10:44:00.002-07:00

Well we have had an up and down week-end with Monkey B. They had been off since Friday so I booked their well kid check-ups. Fun times. All are growing good though. Dh met us and drove back home. I hate, hate, hate driving downtown.

Tried Monkey B on his full dose of meds this morning. I hate myself a little each time I give it to him. Kinda like maybe I am not doing everything I can for him. Some say to change the diet of an ADHD kid. Well, would love to do that, but it is hard when he only eats like 5 things besides fruit. He eats no meat whatsoever, no cheese and no veg. This is something I am going to bring up again at our next ped appointment.

I have been stressed all week. And feeling like a shitty parent. So I have been eating lots of healthy food. Like Doritos and peanut M&M's. Yeah. Even skipped weigh-in this week. I suck.

Hard post to write

2010-03-04T09:27:00.003-07:00

Well we finally had our pediatrician appointment for Monkey B on Tuesday . My Mom came up and stayed with the 2 little ones so both DH and I could go. The appointment was well over 2 hours. In addition to having all the forms we and his past and present teachers filled out. He also spent time observing Monkey B and asking us lots of questions. At the end the diagnosis was no real big surprise. My little boy has ADHD. Now DH and I had previously discussed medication if that was the case. The ped went over all the different kinds and their durations, side effects and how they work. Yesterday we gave him his first dose. He went from a happy smiling boy to an anxious, weepy child. It broke my heart. Called the ped and he advised to lower the dose for a few days and then up it again and see how it goes. And that we can always try something else. Gave him a half dose this morning and it seemed to have done nothing.

To make things just that much more fun, when I told one of my sisters the diagnosis she questioned it. About how can a doctor just diagnose a kid from inputting some scores in a computer. Believe me it was much more than that. It was info from us from birth about his development. Info from his teachers last year and this year. Copies of his speech and OT therapy. Report cards. Not to mention the whole appointment. So it really ticked me off that she thought the he made a snap decision. Oh and then she couldn't believe that we were going to put him on meds. I'm sorry but until you have lived my life you have no right to comment on how I choose to parent. We are trying to do what we feel is best for our Monkey. Medicating him was not an easy decision to make. Nor do we think that we are taking the easy road. Parenting is not a one size fits all approach. Things change from day to day, moment to moment. Sometimes you just have to roll with it, other times you have to go against the flow.

Mish Mosh

2010-02-24T09:54:00.002-07:00

That is my life right now.

We (mostly DH) have been busy painting (I mostly wash walls). We have done 2 bathrooms and the basement ceiling. Stipled ceilings are a pain! Just the basement walls & the boys bedrooms to do. And then a total house clean and back it goes on the market.

I have lost a total of 11lbs so far. Have not tracked a damn thing this week. That is changing as of today. I need to do this.

Found out one of my aunts had to have a tumor removed. They are pretty sure it was cancer. Now due to a lot of things I have not spoken to this aunt (or my cousins) in 5yrs. There is a lot of anger and accusations from my mother and her sisters and brother. My Mom has 4 sisters and a brother. One of her sisters lives with my parents (that is a whole nother post). And she has limited contact with 2 of her sisters and none with the one who is sick or her brother. Sometimes I just want to tell them to get over themselves. That Grandma would of hated what has happened between them all. But maybe it is up to us cousins to work things out amongst ourselves. So I called my cousin and left a message for her that we are thinking of her and to give me a call. Family drama sucks.

Well, that sucks

2010-02-10T10:08:00.003-07:00

Got a message yesterday that my surgery needs to be re-scheduled. Called the office back at 3:52pm (they are open to 4pm). And they were closed. Of course. Called back this morning and am re-scheduled for end of March. Asked about office hours and was told that she had an appointment and had left early. Hence no one answering the phone. Now what sucks about this is:
1) My Mom had taken time off work(she is a nurse) and cannot get those shifts back
2) Now she need to take more time off work
3) No guarantee that it won't be re-scheduled again
4) I was all mentally prepared
5) I really want this dealt with!!!!

Aaaarrrggghhhhh!!!(banging head on desk). Well I guess the good thing is that it is before my birthday.

p.s. I have been wating for this surgery since June 2009

People are Weird

2010-02-08T09:53:00.002-07:00

So I registered Hamster for pre-school yesterday. AAaaaa, my baby in pre-school!!!!!! Anyway, as seems to be the custom at our pre-school, the parents wanting to enroll their kids in the junior kindergarten and 4yr old program lined up bright and early. I mean as in had their lawn chairs out in the freezing temps! Now what I don't get is the following:

1) It is pre-school
2) The registration opens at 9am for existing students
3) It is pre-school
4) They have the same number of spots as they did when your kid was 3 (in fact they actually hvae more as they have 2 more classes)
5) IT IS PRE-SCHOOL!

I showed up at 9am wandered in a was the first to sign up for my time slot. Now granted there were about 10 other existing parents there also for 3yr old classes. But the majority are for the pre-k and 4yr old. Now over the course of my 4 years of having kids at this school I have learned that some parents are snobs and feel that it is the end of the world if their little one does not get into the pre-kindergarten program. Frankly I wanted mine in the regular ol 4yr old program cause I wanted them in there more for socialization rather than learning. I figured that they have atleast 12 yrs for that. I actually say a Mom crying last year when she was put on the wait list for the jr-k program. I just shook my head and pitied the kid if he never gets into the university that his parents want.

Why can't we let our kids be kids? They have so little time for it. I look at my twins and am amazed that they are 6 already. 6! To be trite it really does seem like yesterday that they were tiny little things sleeping in the same crib. And yes my kids have chores (even the 2yr old!). We want to to respect others as well as their things. But they still have plenty of play time.

Anyway, off my soapbox now.

By the way I lost 5.4lbs this week! (I forgot to post that I gained 2.6 the week before)

2010-01-31T13:37:00.002-07:00

This is one of my favorite pictures of my grandparents. The boys were only 2 weeks old and Monkey A had only been out of the hospital for 3 days. I love the way that they are holding hands as they look down upon the boys. (Monkey B is in there too, you just can't see him). Sadly Grandpa passed away one month before their first birthday. But he loved nothing more than to hold his boys. I miss my Grandpa.

Atleast only one of them has pink eye

2010-01-28T10:05:00.002-07:00

Yup, Monkey B has pink eye. I am pretty sure he picked it up from that wonderful place mentioned in my last post. He is on antibiotic drops. And of course he is my one kid who absolutely hates taking medicine. It is a struggle every time. At least he is back in school.

I am really hating this weather right now. I am so tired of the snow & cold, not to mention windchills. Will spring ever come?

For some reason I have been craving hot wings. Actually had a box of the frozen ones in my cart the other day, but I thought "Do I really need these?". And I put them back. But I still really want hot wings. Methinks for lunch I am going to cook up some chicken breast and smother it in Franks Wing sauce.

I have my surgery in just under 3 weeks and am freaking out. Although I have had 3 c-sections I have never gone under general anesthetic. And I am kinda a control freak and I worry that my Mom and Dh won't get the boys stuff for school right. Like what kid likes for lunch. How one likes a snack & one doesn't. And then they will laugh cause I will leave them a long list of things about the kids. Oh well makes me feel better.

Chuck E. Cheese

2010-01-26T13:07:00.002-07:00

Well we made it almost 6yrs without setting foot in this place. Frankly I could of waited a lifetime! My one sister held my 2yr old nephews party there.( The one who is a personal "chef", who hasn't cooked for any of her kids parties in 4yrs). Anyway. I couldn't believe that she paid $16 per kid for some tokens and crappy pizza. Atleast my Mom made the cake.

I was also horrified to see that all they use there is plastic and paper! All paper plates, plastic cups; you name it it was disposable! Oh and they have this Kid check program

When you first arrive at Chuck E. Cheese's you will pass through our Kid Check area where parents or guardians will have their hand stamped with a number that matches their child's. This is our special way we try to assist you in helping that everyone who comes together leaves together

This is from the website direct. Now when we went my Mom and I went in with my boys and DH and my Dad were behind a couple that were behind us. I never knew until later that they weren't stamped. When it came time to leave Hamster was having a meltdown (naptime!), and so I asked DH to take him to the truck & I would round up the other 3. Well he went to exit with Hamster and they looked at Hamster's stamp and of course DH didn't have one. So the girl asked if Hamster could talk and where his Daddy was. Well I guess Hamster just looked around and didn't say anything (he is only 2). And the girl let DH leave with him! Kinda scary. Thinking we might not be going back there. Kids were all running around without supervision. I even saw one lady sitting there reading a book for atleast an hour! So I must say that their "kid check" gives some parents a false sense of security.

I got an award!

2010-01-19T10:00:00.004-07:00

Thanks to the lovely Karen over at Just make a Ripple.

So now I have to list 10 things that make me happy. Here they are in no particular order.

1) The family DH and I have made together. At one point in my life I thought that I would never have kids.

2) Reading. I love to read. My favorite authors are Dean Koontz, James Patterson, Susan Wiggs, Janet Evanovich and Nora Roberts to name a few.

3) Cooking. And along with this is my collection of cookbooks. I love cookbooks. I love looking through them and planning our weekily meals. And trying new things.

4) Warm chocolate chip cookies. Need I say more?

5) Having a major haircut yesterday. I went back to super short and I can't tell you how glad I am.

6) Sleeping in. (or it would if I could ever do it!)

7) Seeing my kids spend time with their grandparents. I was lucky that I grew up in the same town as my grandparents. And I have a lot of memories of spending time with them. I hope my own kids can do the same.

8) Travelling. I love to travel and have been to some amazing places. And would like to see more of the world. England in particular as that is where Dh was born. He emigrated to Canada when he was 12.

9) Re-connecting with old friends on Facebook.

10) Reading other peoples blogs for inspiration and insight.

Ok, now I am to pass this onto 10 people but I can only come up with 3 who I think deserve it and have not already recieved it. Don't worry if I didn't pass it on to you, I still think you are great!

Ms B from Confessions of a twenty-something

Amy from Way to Go

Hotch from the Hotch Potchery

Weigh-in

2010-01-17T07:19:00.001-07:00

Down 3.4lbs!!!!!

Let's get caught up shall we?

2010-01-15T09:20:00.007-07:00

MIL was discharged from the hospital-she had pneumonia. They are back home now.

Grandma just fell, she didn't have a stroke. And she didn't break anything. We celebrated her 90th birthday last week.

Peanut turned 4. (More on that later) And I registered him for kindergarten.

Everybody is back to work/school and once again we are into our routine.

I lost 3.6lbs last week! Yay me! And I have tracked all this week too. Weigh in is tomorrow.

Weather is finally nicer so we have been playing in the playground everyday after school for about an hour.

I need to organized the basement (again) so that I can get the elliptical in a better position.

I finally took down the tree-like yesterday!

And now I leave you with some pics from Christmas

Monkey B

Peanut

Monkey A

Hamster

Craptactular Christmas

2009-12-28T15:06:00.002-07:00

That is how it is rolling round here. Got a call Christmas day that my SIL's Dad had just passed away. Boxing Day my Grandma wound up in the hospital-they think with a mini-stroke. And MIL wound up in the hospital today. They are visiting us from BC. And they think that she might have an infection in her kidneys, lungs or blood. Fun times.

So I am a little stressed. And when talking to my one sister today I mentioned what time Peanuts Birthday party was going to be. She said how that really doesn't work for her. Tough, I really don't care. I am not rearranging everything around her. It is my kid's day and it is when it is. She is lucky she didn't get told off the way I am feeling right now.

2010 has gotta be better right?

Merry Christmas!!!!!

2009-12-23T13:00:00.002-07:00

Well life has been busy round here. In between blizzards and DH's eye surgery I have been running around non-stop! (or at least that is what it feels like!) In-laws arrive tomorrow. And I have not gotten my housework done. In fact I am still baking cookies! One nice thing about baking, is that after I do it I don't really want to eat any!

Just taking a break and thought I would get caught up with everyone.

Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and catch you in the New Year!!!

December Already

2009-12-07T12:55:00.002-07:00

Wow time flies when you are washing dishes by hand for 6 people. 4 of them kids who think that they need a new bowl/cup/plate for everything. So in case you didn't guess our dishwasher broke. Given that it was 14yrs old I don't blame it at all. But 2 weeks of doing dishes by hand was more than enough for me. DH installed our new one on Saturday. And it is wonderful. It has so much more room than our old one.

And now hopefully things have stopped breaking around here. Since October we have our tv stop working, our toilet leak in the master bath, our oven stop working and now the dishwasher.

Today it is a lovely -28C with the windchill right now. This morning it was -38C with the windchill. I did not take the kids to school. Right now the 3 oldest are playing with containers of snow on the table. Given the conversation going on I am afraid to go see what they have done. Tonight I am putting all the carseats into the truck and will be using that for the next few days. Hhhmmm truck with 4x4 or mini-van. Not too hard to pick given the blizzard we had and the snow drifts that are around. Not to mention -remote start!

Well I should check on the little monsters. Hope everyone stays warm!

2nd Birthday

2009-11-12T14:19:00.003-07:00

Hamster turns 2 today. I no longer have a baby, but a toddler. One who tries to keep up with his big brothers in everything, but still needs cuddles.

Love you!

Weigh-in

2009-11-10T13:02:00.002-07:00

So I went to weigh-in this morning. Down .2lbs. Now I could get down about "only losing .2lbs", but I am looking at it this way; I am down a total of 4lbs. That is 4lbs of fat that is not coming back! I really wanted to stay for the meeting, but Hamster had a bit of a nap in the car on the drive there and woke up in a not so good mood.

For lunch I found a recipe for Bok choy salad. I had some baby bok choy that I thought I would use. Tried it, didn't like it. I found the raw bok choy too bitter and the dressing needed something. Oh well live and learn. On the other hand my BBQ chicken sandwich was delicious. And I am satisfied even without that salad.

I found a recipe for Roasted Green beans that I am going to try tonight. Hopefully they turn out better. Not sure what else I am going to make though. Maybe a grilled filet and baked potato.

Speaking of filets, I love to go shopping early in the morning on weekdays. I mean after I drop the kidlets off at school. Our Superstore marks down meat and you gotta get there early. I picked up a bunch of beef tenderloin the other week. I figured that $4 for 2 filets wasn't a bad price. And they are on the smaller side. Popped the bunch of them right in the freezer (they were already vacuumed packed). Also out Superstore has recently put in a whole organic section. I was so happy to see that. Now I don't buy alot of organic items, but now they have a great selection. Especially with the fresh and frozen food. Oh and Larabars!!!!

Hope everyone has a wonderful day!

H1N1

2009-11-09T12:43:00.005-07:00

Yup this is what we have been dealing with since Halloween. Or atleast "influenza-like symptoms", as they don't test for it unless you are hospitalized. But our doc said that given the fact that they aren't seeing any of the seasonal flu yet, we probably had H1N1. Now we all did get the vax which is why it probably didn't hit us that hard. But we kept the kids out of school all last week. And it was a loooonnnnggg week. Especially since none of us could go anywhere. DH was even off work for that time. Poor guy had it worse than the rest of us. So the kids are back to school and they are very happy for it. So am I!

Hamster turns 2 this week. My baby is a toddler now! Hopefully everyone else in my family who is sick is recovered to come to his party this week-end. I told DH that I made the decision that we will just order pizza. Now this is a first for me. For all of my kids parties I have done all the food. And always end up with tons of left-overs. So I figured that since I am not sure who all can make it yet we will just order pizza. Although I do plan on making a nice salad as well. But this way I will not be stressing about prep.

Halloween was fun. The kids had a blast. My parents came down-in costume no less! And the boys loved it! Of course they also loved the big bag of treats for each of them. Needless to say we didn't do much Trick or Treating. But just enough that they boys had fun.

My kids and nieces and nephew

My Dad as Darth Vader (first time I have ever seen him in costume!)

My Aunt as a witch my Mom a clown

Hamster loved Papa's Darth Vader mask and light saber

See that big Halloween bag on the table? Yeah each of my kids got one of those from Nana. Thankfully it wasn't all candy.

Hamster as Elmo (I apologize for the blurry pic)

Lost 3.8lbs my first week back at WW. Of course I missed last weeks meeting. Wanted to go this morning but there was only an 8am meeting. Kinda hard when kids start school at 8:20am. But I will go to the 9:15am one tomorrow. Thought about going tonight but I think DH and I will be too bagged.

Off to catch up with everyone!

Happy Halloween!

2009-10-30T12:39:00.002-06:00

OK so it isn't until tomorrow, but deal with it! LOL

The kidlets are all excited about dressing up. Well Hamster just likes to drag his Elmo costume along. So we have an Elmo, an Ironman, a Storm Trooper and Lightining McQueen pit crew. My parents are coming down tomorrow and I know my Mom is looking forward to taking them Trick or Treating. I am looking forwatd to her popcorn balls! Anyway we will go around our cul-de-sac as a family and then Mom and I will take the 3 big boys out in the neighborhood. Leaving DH and Hamster to hand out candy.

Speaking of DH, how wonderful is this. He stood out in the cold for 4 and a half hours yesterday in line for the H1N1 vaccination. I spent 3 hours in the van with the kids. Secretly I think he got the better deal! So we are all vaccinated and the kids will be getting the second dose in 3 weeks. My arm hurts like a mother though!

Hope everyone has a safe and Happy Halloween! I will be in a popcorn ball coma on Sunday!

-18C!!!!!

2009-10-09T10:41:00.002-06:00

That was the temp with the windchill this morning. Holy Frig!

Thankfully (I guess) all the kids are off from school. So I didn't have to take them out this morning. Yup they don't go back until next Wednesday. The Monkey's are really enjoying Grade one so far. And I am really glad that they are seperated this year. Peanut no longer cries when I drop him off at Pre-school. Heck half the time I don't even get a wave! Glad to know that he is enjoying himself though.

Hamster is heading into the "Terrible Twos". Oh the tantrums he can throw! Some are quite funny as he makes fists and then smacks his thighs and growls. Sounds and looks almost Hulk-like. Hard to believe that he will be 2 next month. My baby is no longer a "baby" :(

Went to see my Grandma last week-end. It is sad to see how much she has aged in 2 weeks. She is much more hunched over now. And she also has Alzheimers. What a horrible disease. She no longer knows the boys or DH and sometimes only me. She no longer knows where she lives and keeps thinking that there are 2 men in her suite. It is just incredibly sad.

It is only 11am

2009-09-17T11:03:00.002-06:00

I have already done 2 loads of laundry. I have supper in the slow cooker. A big pot of soup on the stove and have made 24 sausage patties. And Hamster is down for his nap.

What to do with the rest of my day?

I watched about the first 45 min of Biggest Loser last night. OMG the woman who lost her family, I can't imagine. I was bawling. And I thought I kinda unfair that the 2 who were in the hospital got stuck being partners. Although they do have that in common now (sarcasm). But I guess the other players viewed them as weak.

And I really wanted to go to McD's for breakfast. I mean really wanted to. But I came home and made my own sausage muffin for only 5pts! Yay me!

The soup I have cooking is a ham vegetable one. Never made it before. Smells good though. I know DH won't eat it so I am just going to freeze it in single servings for my lunches.

Tried the new flatbread from Subway yesterday. Yummy! I liked it way better than their bread (which I find too dry sometimes). And is only about 1.5pts more than the wheat bread.

And Hamster climbed out of his crib last night. I guess the baby days are over :(. Be happy when the diaper days are over. 6+years of diapers and I am more than done!

Fringe is on tonight! Can't wait!
Hope everyone has a great day!

Could hear a pin drop....

2009-09-14T10:23:00.002-06:00

It is sooo quiet here right now. The twins are in school and Peanut is at pre-school. Hamster is watching Spongebob (Bad Mommy!). And I have finally had my coffee.

Poor Hamster doesn't really know what to do with himself. Except play with all his brother's toys!

So I re-joined WW a couple weeks ago, but due to conflicting things was unable to get to a meeting last week. I hope to hit the early morning Saturday one. Also I was really bad last week and didn't want to see the number. I journalled for a whole 2 days. Big whoop. Well that has changed. I went out & bought a new journal from Chapters as I find the WW ones too tiny. And have resolved to write the good, the bad and the ugly in it. So far so good.

Filling out forms for Monkey B's evaluation. Some of the questions they ask! And I honsetly can't remember when he said his first word or crawled. It was 6 yrs ago! But I will figure it out (I have it written down on old calenders).

I tried one of the new Smart Ones soups. The Harvest vegetable (I think the one with vegetables and rotini). Gross. Bleh. Yuck
The breakfast sandwich was ok though. Better than McDonalds. Although I really need to make some more suasage pattys and then I just make my own.

Well gotta run and pick up Peanut. Hope everyone has a great day!

I Blinked......

2009-09-01T13:38:00.001-06:00

Happy 6th Birthday!

2009-08-19T07:27:00.002-06:00

House is still not sold.

Monkey B keeps waking up at 5:30am.

IBS is a bitch.

Fell off the WW wagon and have done my best to eat crap for the past month.

Got a notice that my surgery is in February 2010.

And now for the good:

I won't die from waiting for surgery.

I am going to re-join WW.

I need to get back taking my acidolphilous and peppermint for the IBS.

We are thinking of lowering the asking price in a couple weeks.

Duct tape Monkey B to his bed (j/k)

9 more days

2009-08-18T11:59:00.004-06:00

That is until the Monkeys start grade one. I am feeling excited and nervous. My babies are growing up! Seems like yesterday that they were this:

And now they look like this:

And yes I have 2 other kids who are also my babies. But it is hard to realize that they are growing up.

Hack, hack, sneeze

2009-08-14T13:38:00.002-06:00

So I now have a lovely cold. And I mean that in a totally sarcastic way. All I want to do is just curl up on the couch. But then one of the short ones will come along and want something. Geez can't they learn to defend for themselves yet? I mean really the twins are almost 6 and they could help the 3 and 1 yr old out right? Right? (Totally kidding, sorta) Although if I just poured Cheerios all over the floor and set out random cups of milk they would probably be happy....for all of 5 minutes. So I will do as all we Mom's do and tough it out, and maybe console myself with chocolate.

Thankfully we have had no word on any showings today. I just want someone to buy the damn house already! I want to not have to worry about every little crumb left on the floor. And with 4 kids there are lots of crumbs! I want to be able to bid on the house we liked. Most of all I would like the kids to go to one school this year. Not start in one and then have to transfer to another. Don't think that is gonna happen as school starts on the 27th.

Gonna go medicate myself. I am too congested to think.

Tired

2009-08-11T10:45:00.002-06:00

I am very tired today. Did not sleep all that well last night. It is 10:45am here and I just want to go back to bed.

Spent the week-end at the farm with the kids so DH could get the books done. I am really getting tired of my bitchy, negative aunt. She always has something negative to say about the boys. My Dad has told me to tell her to "go to hell". I feel so bad for him as the witch lives with my parents. My Mom sees nothing wrong with her being there, but it is doing damage to their marriage. I have repeatedly told my Dad to give her 30 days notice to move, but he hasn't done anything yet. Not much I can do otherwise.

Been school clothes shopping for the twins as they seem to have had growth spurts over the summer. I refuse to pay $26 for one pair of jeans. And since I feel each needs 3 pair (as that is all they will wear to school) that is $156! Thankfully I found some at Superstore for $12 and 2 pair at Wal-mart (that I liked) for $10. And I also hate the jeans that already have holes in them! My kids do that on their own thankyouverymuch. And try to find shirts that are plain or striped. I really dislike the ones with the skulls and stuff on them. Which since they are now into the bigger boy sizes that seems to be all there is! Although I did luck out at Wal-mart and got 6 striped t-shirts for a buck each!

Hadn't realized that this would turn into such a negative post! Blame it on my lack of sleep.

Vacation in pictures

2009-08-05T14:36:00.004-06:00

Lake Louise

Enchanted Forest

Water Park in Sicamous

MMMmmm, cheesy and sleepy

Chillin' in the pool

Fort Langley

Drive thru corn

Pirate Pak, for more than just holding your food

Greater Vancouver Zoo

As you can see the kids had a blast. And we did our best to tire them out!

2009-08-04T13:09:00.004-06:00

OK, I am officially back now. We are slowly getting back into a routine. We only had a few nights when we were camping that we did not have one (or both) of the younger two wind up in our bed. This unfortunately has continued since we have been home. While this might not be so bad to some, it makes me get little sleep. Especially since it is usually Hamster that is there and I am scared of rolling over on him. Not to mention all the little arms, elbows and feet. Thankfully he has spent the last 2 nights totally in his crib.

Our holiday was wet, hot, stressful and fun. We had some rain in Sicamous and it was hot the rest of our stay in B.C. My SIL got the boys an inflatable pool which was wonderful. DH had a portable air pump and all our sites had water. Much better than taking them into the crowded pools at the campsites. We got caught up with friends and relatives and had some good (and not so good) family time.

The week before we left the in-laws came down. They were a godsend. We would not of been able to get the house ready to list without them. Just someone to watch the kids while I cleaned made a huge difference. So now our house is on the market. And while we really haven't been looking for a new home we have found one in Crossfield that we like. The commute would be about the same for DH (time wise) but it is a smaller community and closer to some of my family. (DH's family is either in B.C. or the U.K.) We shall see. First we need to sell our house. And it is a pain keeping it ready to show with 4 little ones, but we are doing ok so far.

I'm Back!!!!!

2009-07-27T13:06:00.002-06:00

Well I survived the three weeks with the 4 kids in a trailer. And more importantly so did all the kids. They had a blast and made new friends. Mommy is just glad to be home. Not so glad with all the laundry. Although I have an awesome MIL who did a bunch for us while we were out there. This is the final week of DH's holidays and then he is back to work.

And I am an auntie again! My sister gave birth to a baby boy while we were gone. Kid weighed Nine and a half pounds!!! And she had him naturally with only 45 min of pushing as opposed to 3 hours with her daughter. Got to meet him on Friday and his is adorable. Made me want to have another. Good thing the baby factory is closed!

Will update more later and with pictures. Off to catch up with everyone!

Father's Day

2009-06-23T08:12:00.004-06:00

We went to the farm. And yes I encourage my kids to jump in puddles. Yes they were soaked down to their underwear. But they had the time of their lives.

Well, that was quick

2009-06-18T09:24:00.002-06:00

So in my last post I mentioned that I need to see another specialist and how it would be awhile. Apparently I was wrong. I have an appointment next Friday. As in June 26 of 2009! Might get this resolved quicker than I thought. Which would be really really good.

Hamster's vaccinations went well yesterday. As well as one could expect with a 19 month getting a shot in each arm. And I know that he was to get them at 18 months, but hey at least he got them before his 4 1/2 shots were due. Peanut was soo cute. He would ring a little bell when Hamster would cry. And afterward he told him that it was all over and gave him a hug.

Trying to re-schedule Hamster's doc appointment. Trying to make it 2 weeks from now as DH will be off. And if they would actually start to answer their phones I might be able to do that.

Busy, busy, busy......

2009-06-17T09:08:00.006-06:00

Everyone is finally better!

Went to the farm on Friday. The kids had an absolute blast! It seemed like they ran for 3 days. From the time they got up in the morning at 6:30/7am until bedtime 9pm(cause hey it was a week-end). My Mom bought a new pool for them and they loved it. Has an inflatable slide. They were in that thing for hours. And lets not forget the bug catchers. With ants, catepillars, spiders and a ladybug.

It was great to see my cousin and his family again. They hope to be back in August.

We have made great progress on getting the house de-cluttered. We want to list it just before we go on holidays. That way it will be clean.

The in-laws will be here on June 27 and stay until the following Friday. And we will leave on Saturday.

Finally had my appointment with my ob/gyn. It turns out that it wasn't what my primary doc thought-which is good. But he is reffering me to another specialist to have some tests done and see if it is something in his realm. This could be anywhere from 6 weeks to 6 months to wait. And then it might be back to my ob/gyn. Man I really hate our healthcare system sometimes.

The Monkeys had their last soccer game last night. They got their medals and they were soo proud! Peanut has his last game Thursday.

Hamster gets his vaccinations today and sees our doc tomorrow.

And then Mommy has to still get something for Daddy for Fathers Day. And make my Dad his usual apple pie.

2009-06-10T08:59:00.001-06:00

Endless loads of laundry
4 sick kids
3 days of kids off school
2 missed field trips
1 very tired Mommy

How's your week so far?

Proud parenting moment

2009-06-08T07:37:00.001-06:00

So we went for a drive yesterday to look at some communities/areas that we are looking at for homes. As we are driving we see a hawk. That has obviously caught something. As we are pointing this out to the kids. Monkey B pipes up "Does the hawk talk?". Um, yeah. Maybe we have watched a little too much TV this past week.

Speaking of the past week. Hamster has been sick since last Tuesday. He finally started to perk-up yesterday. Just in time for Monkey A to start getting sick last night. Good times.

Hopefully Peanut doesn't get ill and can go on his field trip tomorrow. And hopefully Monkey A feels better and can go on his on Wednesday.

My cousin and his family are coming up from Houston this week. They will be at the farm on the week-end. I am so excited! So are the Monkeys. Their son is only 3 months younger than them so they have a blast together. And since our trailer is fixed we will be spending all week-end there!

Well off to do yet another load of laundry. Hope everyone has a good day!

And so it goes

2009-06-04T08:09:00.002-06:00

I hadn't realized that it had been so long since my last entry!

Let's get caught up shall we?

Went to weigh-in last Friday with the 2 little ones. Down 4.2! (And Peanut was excited that he got to go to Mommy's meeting-not that we stayed)

Went to the farm Friday-Sunday because our trailer was fixed and delivered on Friday! Yay!!! The kids had a blast and were so tired when we came back Sunday that they just laid on the couch watching movies.

Got to see my cousin and her new little one on Saturday. I haven't seen her in 4yrs and just recently connected on Facebook. It was great to get caught up.

Still trying to get the house cleaned to list. Going at it hardcore this week-end.

Hamster has been sick the last couple days. Crossing fingers and toes that no one else gets it

Was picked to go on the Butterfield Acres field trip with Peanut's Pre-school. I went with the Monkeys too and it was a blast.

Now that we finally have the trailer we are trying to plan our vacation.

And that is about it for now.

2009-05-25T07:37:00.002-06:00

Well here it is another Monday.

DH got home from Pittsburgh on Thursday night. So glad to have him home! The kids were so excited to have him back that they were in our room at 5:30am! Thankfully he took Friday off. We went to the trailer dealership to see what is up with our trailer. The good news is that is should be repaired this week! (They have only had it since October). Anyway once it is done they will be towing it out to my parents. And hopefully we can stay there this week-end. Not to mention start planning our holiday. Our plan is to take a month and travel to the BC coast to the in-laws. We plan to take our time and not be rushed.

Our realtor was over last night. We have decided to list the house. He figures that we should have no problem selling it-even in this market. We just have to finish cleaning and we are good to go. And we should have no problem finding something bigger. I am excited and sad.

I'll get off my soapbox now...

2009-05-21T17:21:00.003-06:00

So I just read this post by Kate-you know of Jon & Kate plus 8. In it she mentions how she "braved" taking all 8 kids to the store herself. And how they hadn't been to a store for "quite some time" because of the popularity of their show.

OK.

First off, I have 4 kids. I get how that it can be a pain to take them all to a store. But it was our decision to have that many, so why should I whine about it? And it doesn't make me-or anyone a hero for taking them out alone.

Also your decision to have your lives broadcast on TV is the reason your kids cannot go out in public. How incredibly sad. My heart breaks for those kids who parents decided to cash in on their existence.

I read the comments posted and didn't see one negative one.

Being a Mom of multiples I have dealt with all sorts of interest and comments since the boys birth. And we only have twins. I get that they generate interest. And the higher the multiple, the more interest. But look at the Dionne quints. Is what happened to them really so different from what Jon and Kate are doing? Sure be interesting to see how those kids turn out.

Underwear, not just for your butt anymore....

2009-05-21T07:23:00.001-06:00

And yes it was a clean pair.

2009-05-20T08:03:00.002-06:00

So I finally watched the finale of Grey's last night. Oh my. Needed a box of tissues on that one. Good thing DH wasn't home. I know he would of been rolling his eyes. I would hate for T.R. Knight to leave as he is my favorite. And then I would probably stop watching. Just like I did with CSI when William Peterson left.

Found a yummy new product yesterday. Vachon 100 cal paks carrot cake and triple chocolate cake. The carrot cake ones were really moist, totally satisfied my craving for carrot cake. The chocolate ones I found just ok. Good for a chocolate fix but nothing special.

I am trying to plan a girls afternoon shopping/dinner out thing with my sisters and Mom. I don't want my aunt to come(even though she lives with my folks-long story). I just really cannot handle her negativity. Especially as it pertains to my kids. I would just like this to be the 4 of us. I don't think that is wrong.

One more sleep until DH is back from Pittsburgh!

-4C!!!!!

2009-05-18T10:11:00.003-06:00

That is the temp with the windchill right now. Yeah you heard me windchill in friggin' May!! And it is doing this rain/snow mix. I guess that beats my parents who woke up to 2 inches of snow on the ground and they only live an hour north of us. At least with it being a holiday we don't have to go anywhere. In fact the kids and I are having jammy day.

Went to the farm on Saturday. Kinda glad that we didn't have the trailer as it was red-neck central. You see my BIL took it upon himself to invite all his friends and family (not to mention their dogs) to my parents farm. And what this translates into is more work for my folks. Cause they are good hosts and want to make sure everyone is fed and comfortable. Now on Mother's Day I had asked Mom if they could watch the boys for a few hours so that DH and I could have a date. As the one we had on my birthday sucked as we were both sick. So we drop the kids off on Saturday and head off for lunch and some much needed kid free time. When we come back to the farm we see Monkey A on the back of a kid sized ATV quad with NO helmet being driven by a 10yr old. We have explicity told all my family members that we do not want the kids on ATVs at all. They see nothing wrong with it. In fact BIL (the same one mentioned above) bought his daughter a kid sized ATV quad when she was 2! I'm sorry this is one thing I will stand my ground on. So needless to say the boys were really upset. We told them that they had nothing wrong. But that we love them and didn't want them to get hurt on the ATVs. Thankfully they were easily distracted with gummy fish.

Has anyone elses family done something with your kids that they knew was against your wishes?

Happy 18 months (and 3 days)!

2009-05-15T08:22:00.004-06:00

Dear Hamster,

I can't believe that it is 18 months (and 3 days) already. Seems like you looked like this just last week:

And now you are a walking/running, talking toddler. Although you will always be my baby. You make me laugh with your love/obsession of "Ponge Ba" (Sponge Bob). And it rivals only your love of "ba" (white bread). You try to keep up with your big brothers, but you have a mind of your own. And woe is anyone who tries to change it! You go from the moment you wake until Mommy forces you to have a nap. And then you like nothing better than to cuddle. I wish you could stay little forever, but I look forward to watching you grow.

(please excuse my messy kitchen)

Love Mommy

Well hello there!

2009-05-13T08:03:00.002-06:00

So I haven't been posting too much lately. Not because my life is so busy and exciting. But because I had an awful IBS flare-up. Hopefully it has settled down now.

The boys served me dry Froot Loops in bed for Mother's day. And DH got me flowers and Purdy's chocolates. And I was proud of myself. I gave DH the nut-free ones. Let the kids try some, ate the ones I really liked and tossed the rest. Now normally I would of just eaten them, but why eat it if I don't even like it? Just because it is there? Because it is chocolate? Or because I feel guilty about wasting food? If I want to lose weight I also need to change my thinking.

We are taking the kids to the farm on Saturday. We would of camped there you know if our trailer was fixed yet! Going on 8 months people! Apparently they are just waiting for a door that they ordered 7 weeks ago. Anyway going up for the day. Asked Mom to watch the kids so DH and I could have a date. Seeing as how we were both sick when we went out for my birthday.

DH leaves for Pittsburgh on Monday. Back on Thursday. He is off Friday and we are going to do our darnedest to get the house ready to list.

That is about all my poor caffeine deprived brain can think of.

TGIF!!!!!!!

2009-05-08T07:17:00.003-06:00

DH comes home tonight!!!! I can't wait. Neither can the kids. They were in our room at 6am asking if Daddy was back yet.

Peanut had his Mother's Day tea yesterday. So freaking cute. He didn't want to get off my lap and sit with his friends, I think he figured that I might leave. So he sat there and sang the songs. The other Mom's in his class confuse me though. There was a sign-up sheet posted on Tuesday(at the beginning of class) to bring squares or sandwiches or fruit. Now mind that not everyone has to bring something. However I noticed half of the Mom's read the sheet and walked away. I originally signed up for squares. By the end of class I saw that only one Mom had put her name down for sandwiches. So I signed up for that as well. I ended up buying my squares from M&M Meats and then made egg salad, ham salad and sliced ham & cheese sandwiches. I used almost 4 loaves of bread. My Mom thought that it was too much and I would have tons left over. Came back with about 3 complete sandwiches.Why? Because the Mom who was going to bring sandwiches made muffins instead. And the only other sandwich was some grilled cheese. (And there are no cooking facilities there). Just confused me. I mean I know that we are all busy Mom's but come on. It was as much for the kids as the Moms. But then I find most of the Mom's in his class kinda snobby.

But he made me the cutest bracelet. I am going to try and find some stuff to that I can re-string it as I don't want it to get broken.

Monkey A & B are so funny. They told me the other day that the made something for me but that it was a surprise. And then they would tell me that it is a flower. The really funny thing is is that they said it separately. Within an hour of each other. And the whispered it in my ear. As much as a 5yr old can whisper.

Hope everyone has a great week-end and Happy Mother's Day to all the Mom's!

Here we are again

2009-05-05T09:48:00.003-06:00

Another Tuesday. Blah

DH left at 4:30 AM for Houston. He is gone until Friday night. I miss him already.

AF is still around and has way worn out her welcome.

My eating has been crap since Saturday right up till this morning. I am changing that as of right now. I would like to have lost 20lbs(total) this next weigh in.

I would like a bigger chest freezer for Mother's day, but that ain't gonna happen.

We get our new doors installed tomorrow.

I can't wait to go to Peanut's Mother's Day tea at pre-school on Thursday.

I want to go back to bed.

randomness

2009-04-30T07:51:00.003-06:00

So the Monkeys had their first soccer game on Tuesday. It went well, but it was sooo cold. And Hamster was not a happy camper.

Peanut has his first soccer game tonight. Thankfully it is warmer out.

The kids have to go to school in the AM tomorrow for the Dare to Care assembly. So I will do the grocery shopping then.

DH is getting all freaked out about the H1N1 flu. Me not so much.

DH leaves for Houston next week for 4 days. I'm looking forward to ordering Chinese -DH hates it. Well he doesn't really hate it but says that the stuff here is crap.

Had a couple days where I have not tracked. That changes today.

AF is on her way. Evil witch.

I have not made my coffee yet.

Monday already?

2009-04-27T09:53:00.003-06:00

After such a big loss I stayed the same this week.

DH and I spent yesterday on housework. I am a little peeved that the painter did not clean up all the drywall dust. When the IL's were here DH and FIL used the built-in vac and of course it clogged. Yesterday DH tried to unclog it but in the end used the cannister vac. Still have that damn dust around.

Big kids start soccer this week. That is if the snow melts. Yes I said snow. We had a bit last night and they are calling for more today and tomorrow. yay

Have a good day everyone!

Things that make you go hhhmmm.

2009-04-22T09:43:00.003-06:00

How is it that someone who got laid off a month ago still does not have their resume done? This is my BIL. My sister has even sent him to Starbucks to work on it. Apparently the kids distract him. Being the "breadwinner" you would think that he would of gotten right on it. My sister calls herself a personal chef-but she took the professional cooking course at SAIT. Anyway she is down to cooking for one client once a month. And with the economy I don't see her getting anymore clients soon. So you would think one of them would be out there looking for work. But hey as long as you have your weekly cleaning lady I guess it is not that bad. I just want to knock their heads together.

My other sister passed her big test to become a licensed therapist. She said that it was so hard she cried when she walked out of there. She had studied for months. I am so proud of her!

It is supossed to snow here this afternoon/tomorrow. Um yeah. Not liking that forecast so much.

Canucks won last night.Yay!

I need more caffine.

ahhhh, Tuesday

2009-04-21T07:12:00.002-06:00

So yesterday I was in Wal-mart when I saw that they had denim capris on for $14. The pair I currently own I know is going to be too big this summer. So since I had the 2 little ones with me I picked up 2 pair-cuz trying on stuff with 2 little ones in a dressing room is fun for no one. Anyway I got one pair one size smaller and the other 2 sizes smaller. And guess which one fit? The one 2 sizes smaller! This weight loss stuff rocks!

Thought that I would share a recipe today It is for Turkey/Chicken burgers. And is soo yummy!

Turkey Burgers

3/4lb ground turkey or chicken ( I use just a package of the ground chicken)
1 tsp dried minced onion
1 tbsp soya sauce
1 tbsp ketchup
1/4 tsp garlic powder
1/4 tsp black pepper

Heat non-stick pan over med heat. Spray pan with PAM.
Mix everything but the meat in a bowl. Add meat and mix gently until just combined.
Divide mixture into 4 balls-will be really sticky!
Place one ball onto fry pan. Press with fingers to make a patty. Repeat with remaining balls.
Cook over med heat until no pink remains.
I then like to coat them in Bulls Eye Bar-b-que sauce.
Serve on buns and top with your choice of condiments.

These would not work on the bar-b-que as they are too sticky.

Gotta run, coffee is done! Have a great day!

Quick post

2009-04-20T07:24:00.004-06:00

So I am down 6lbs! A total of 18.2! I feel that I am finally out of this rut. Although I did have a bit of a backslide last night. But that is what the 35 flex points are for. But I was proud that when DH broke into the Easter candy on Saturday, I got out my After 8 100cal bar and enjoyed every bite!

Getting caught up with everyone's blogs.

Hamster had his first haircut last Saturday. Sigh. He looks like a"big boy" now.

Monkey B's in-home speech therapist is coming this morning. I should go and get ready. Hope everyone has a great Monday!

It's Friday!!!!!

2009-04-17T07:33:00.002-06:00

So the painting is finished. Except some of his stuff is still here. Like his big assed ladder. And no word on when he is picking that up. House is not back together, but will be tomorrow. And as Monkey A says the house looks awesome!

Taking the kids to the farm tomorrow. DH is going to clean the house and put everything back. And I felt bad that the kids missed out on time with my parents last week-end. Not to mention that it is going to be lovely out tomorrow.

Weigh-in tomorrow. Looking like it is going to be a good one. I have been doing well with my plan the last few days. Can't wait until the treadmill is back in place so I can use it-never thought I would say that!

Going grocery shopping today. Looking forward to a big salad for supper.

Hope everyone has a great week-end!

And now for an update

2009-04-15T08:00:00.002-06:00

Well we are on day 10 of painting hell (of what was to be a 3-4 day job). Fortunately today is the last day!

In-laws have been and gone. Was great having them here, but Hamster really made strange and everytime I left the room would cry.

Celebrated my birthday on Saturday. My 39th birthday. Bleh. I know that turning 39 (only a year away from 40) was part of my funk from a couple weeks ago. And what better way to celebrate my birthday than with a cold! Complete with sore throat, aches and chills.

Celebrated Easter the same way. We were to take the kids to the farm for the annual Easter egg hunt and then have Easter supper there. As DH and I were both ill (yes he"gave"me that present) we decided on the way down that we would just have the kids do the hunt and then head back home. Which is what we did and my one sister dropped off leftovers for us later that night. Although it is kinda hard to eat turkey when your throat is sore. But the mashed potatoes and stuffing went down ok. Especially when loaded with gravy.

Feeling better today. But still not 100%. Going to make chicken noodle soup for supper.

still here

2009-04-09T09:36:00.002-06:00

just stuck in painting hell. i'm in the basement with the kids most of the day-except when i take them to school. so i have made a re-commitment to myself to get healthy. both mentally and physically. in-laws are here for easter. i am typing while holding a baby. take care everyone.

2009-04-01T10:43:00.000-06:00

I'm not in a good place right now. I need to do some inner searching.

Tools for weight loss

2009-03-31T08:31:00.003-06:00

9 exercize DVD's still all nice and snug in their shrink wrap
10 books on weight loss/different diets
6 cookbooks to go along with said weight-loss books
15 Weight Watchers cookbooks
2 Points calculators
1 WW kitchen scale
1 treadmill
1 elliptical machine
1 Weight Watchers membership

All of these tools I have at my disposal. All I need is to get off my ass and work with them. (Although I am not doing the Cheat to Lose diet again)

It is wrong that I'm happy?

2009-03-30T07:28:00.002-06:00

Yay the kids go back to school today! Not only do I get a bit of a break, but we can now get back into our routine.

I had a bit of a revelation on the week-end. I skipped my weigh-in and meeting because I knew that I had gained and I am sick of it. And in fact I was ready to quit. To say screw it and be fat for the rest of my shortened life. Cuz lets face it fat people don't generally live to their 80s, 90s or even 100s. So I went and did my grocery and Easter shopping sans kids. While on my way into Toys-R-Us. I slipped on some snow covered ice. And went down hard. On my right knee. I'm talking all my considerable weight on that one knee. Thankfully it is only scratched and I can't kneel, but nothing is broken. But it made me realize something. That I don't want to suffer the humiliation again like I did in the hospital when I had my kids.

Now I had c-sections for all of them. And with the last one when it came time to transfer me from the recovery bed to my room bed, one of the transfer guys pulled the board so hard that I slipped off it. And was lying in the crack between the 2 beds. Now if the wheels hadn't been locked on both beds my ass would of been on the floor. And since I was numb from the chest down, no way could I have gotten up on my own. And it would of taken a bunch of them to get me up off the floor.

So I remembered that on Saturday and thought that I don't want something to happen like that again. I don't want to be like my Dad and suffer from arthritis in my 50s or have a hip replacement. Or almost die of a heart attack. I don't want to do that to my kids. Having had them in my 30's I want to be around to see them reach their personal milestones. You know like graduate elementary school. I want to do fun stuff with them. Like go swimming (I hate how I look in a bathing suit right now). Ride a bike with them. Go hiking with them. Live for them.

So feel free to kick my ass cuz I know that I need it and deserve it.

2009-03-27T08:30:00.002-06:00

So after a 2 hour wait at the walk in clinic last night Monkey B was diagnosed with a Viral Exanthem. Or you know a viral rash. Gee I didn't even go to medical school and I knew that. The doc we saw last night was the worst ever. Almost as bad as the one I saw when I was first pregnant with the twins and wanted to confirm that yes the 2 home pregnancy tests were correct in being positive. That woman made me feel like a 16yr old who knew nothing about birth control (I actually got pregnant with them while on the pill). Anyhow, this doctor couldn't tell me what the rash was (I know that it isn't measles, chicken pox, hand foot and mouth or fifth disease-thanks Google!) Just to keep him away from other children and pregnant women for 3 days. I said that the other kid thing was gonna be kinda hard seeing as he had 3 brothers. The look he gave me was one of "what, you can't confine this kid?" Umm, yeah. Let me look into cages....Not. He then said that well, the other kids would most likely be getting it. My reply was well as long as it doesn't require antibiotics we are ok. This guy didn't even ask it if itched (it did) and seemed surprised when Monkey B mentioned it. Or even asked where it started. Needless to say Mommy was not impressed. But this morning it seems to be gone. Which leads me to believe that it might of been contact dermatitis. Anyway he is all better now.

This weekend we need to get ready for the painters, so it is going to be busy.

Will it ever end?

2009-03-26T11:55:00.003-06:00

So Monkey B has developed some sort of rash. It is one the tops of his toes and about half way on his foot. On the inside of his knee on one leg and on the outside of the other leg. On the part of his hand with his thumb and on part of his face on his cheek/jaw. WTH????? Called Healthlink and like usual they were really helpful (I mean that in the nicest sarcastic way). And told me to get him to a doctor within 24hrs. Called the family doc and big surprise she is all booked up. So off to the walk-in we will go tonight. I told DH we could flip a coin to see who takes him, but it will more than likely be me. I'm thinking that he just came into contact with something. Anyway I put some of his cream on and managed to give him some Benadryl.

Monday cannot come soon enough.

"You have crap for me?"

2009-03-25T07:22:00.000-06:00

This is what one of my 5yr olds said the other night. He was supposed to be in bed and DH and I were talking. DH used the word "crap" and Monkey B was sitting at the top of the stairs. And he came down and said "You have crap for me?". It was all I could do to send him back to bed without laughing.

I took the kids to breakfast with my brother, SIL neice and nephew. Also my Mom and Dad, my one sister and her daughter and my SIL's parents. They boys really enjoyed it. After that we came back to the city and went to Wal-Mart. I picked up the Bolt movie for the kids. They are watching it for the second time now.

Monkey B was complaining last night about not feeling well. And he was up and in our bed a couple times. I was also had tummy trouble last night. So between both things I didn't get alot of sleep.

Found out yesterday that one of my BIL's was laid off on Monday. Not sure if it was just him or if there were others let go as well. And since my sister is down to one client a month (she is a personal "chef") they are a little freaked.

Back in the groove

2009-03-23T07:57:00.000-06:00

Down 2.4lbs! And I have been on track since Saturday. I notice a difference in weight loss when I track. Anyone else find this?

The snow storm yesterday sucked. We didn't leave the house for obvious reasons. And don't think I will today either. The roads are still not that great. And travelling with little ones on icy roads is not my idea of fun times.

Peanut and I had our doctor's appointment on Friday. DH stayed home with the other 3 while we went. I decided to take the C-train with him. He loved it! Had the biggest grin the whole time. His check-up was good and mine was as I thought. I get a refferal to my ob/gyn. The guy was my doc on all 3 pregnancies but I still need a refferal. How crazy is our system? Anyway she said that if I don't hear back in a couple weeks to let her know. After Peanut and I got back I loaded all the kids up and went grocery shopping. They were so good while there that we went to the dollar store after. And they took forever trying to spend their loonie. I think thebig guys changed their minds about 5 times each. Peanut found a Lightining McQueen puzzle and that was it for him.

So the kids are all off this week for Spring break. Hopefully we all keep our sanity.

2009-03-19T10:02:00.000-06:00

So my folks are coming in tonight to watch the 2 little ones while we take the older 2 to parent night. I am trying to think of what to make for supper. And it is hard when you haven't really felt like cooking all week. I am leaning towards lasagna. Easy and can be kept hot in case they are a bit late. So when Peanut is in pre-school I will take the other 3 to Superstore for a few things.

Peanut and I also have our doctor's appointments tomorrow. I get to have Pap! Yay! I really hate the phrase "let your knees fall gently apart". Not to mention I get to have my 3yr old there with me. Oh well. And that I have to drive downtown which I also hate. I always get so stressed.

My one sister talked to our brother last night. They haven't made reservations at the hotel in Airdire yet. And are not too sure of their plans. But figure that everyone can come to them. They want to stay in a hotel with a pool and waterslide. I am a little nervous going there with 4 kids who for all intents and purposes do not swim. But who love the water.

Off to straighten up the house a bit.

stuff

2009-03-18T09:03:00.000-06:00

Well I got the dreaded call yesterday. Monkey A had thrown up at school. I waiting outside of Peanut's pre-school when I got the call. So I had 20 minutes to run and pick him up. Thankfully Monkey B also decided to come with me. I really didn't want to drag the poor kid out again. And we made it back in time to pick up Peanut. He still isn't feeling that good today. So we have decided to keep him home today. Although he insists that he is better and can go to school.

Had a quote last night on getting our front and back doors replaced. $2600! Holy crap! Plus add $300 per door if you want them painted. Not sure what we are going to do though. Because they do need to be replaced. The current ones cause alot of heat loss.

Food wise I have done pretty well this week. Hopefully I can keep it up.

I have a hair appointment on Saturday and I can't wait.

Better

2009-03-17T09:31:00.000-06:00

Well today I am finally feeling better. Not 100% yet, but I no longer feel really yucky.

Kids are all playing nicely for once. And by that I mean not too much fighting going on.

I can feel an IBS attack coming on. Time to break out the big blue pills.

My Mom is coming down on Thursday to watch the 2 little ones while DH and I go to student-led interviews with the older 2. Apparently they get to show us all the things they have been working on. They are super excited.

My brother and his family are coming to Alberta this week-end. They live in Manitoba. Have not seen them for a year. Hopefully will get to see them on Monday. Although my brother is going snowmobiling in Golden (cuz he is smart like that).

Kids are off Thurday, Friday and all of next week.

Peanut and I have doctors appointments on Friday.

Really need to clean house.

sick

2009-03-16T07:05:00.000-06:00

kids are better. i spent most of yesterday in bed. still not feeling good today.

1 1/2 hours

2009-03-13T09:15:00.000-06:00

That is how much sleep I had last night. Monkey A started throwing up around 12:30am. And the baby around 3:30am. So far the puke has stopped. But I am just waiting for the other 2 to get sick. I keep a stash of DVD's on hand and break one or three out when we have days like this. Right now they are watching Fairly Oddparents. Gotta love the cheap DVD section. DH offered to stay home today, but with it being Friday I told him to go in. I can always call if I need him to come home. Gonna run and have a shower while they are all occupied/contained.

Thursday already?

2009-03-12T10:44:00.000-06:00

Took the Monkeys to kindergarten this morning. They are in the afternoon class, but the whole school is going to the Calgary Philharmonic Orchestra so we had to be there at 8:20am. Then it off to take Peanut to pre-school at 11:30 and then pick-up the Monkeys at 12:15 and then Peanut up at 1:30. Whew. And today is Peanut's snack day. He decided that he wants to take yogurt tubes and muffins. So we stopped off at Superstore this morning to pick some mini-muffins up. Now usually I make them muffins, but I have been feeling so tired and crappy lately that I haven't felt like it. And I know that serving store bought muffins to the kids is not the worst thing in the world.

I was feeling so yucky last night that we ordered pizza. Although I ordered a small veggie for me and only had 3 small pieces. Its funny. I used to love Hawaiian pizza. Then I got pregnant with the twins. And only the smell of 2 things bothered me. Pizza and Bar-b-que. The would each make me toss. In fact when DH ordered pizza I would have to go upstairs. I can handle Bar-b-que now. But pizza. Well, I don't really eat Hawaiian anymore. And if I make it I make myself a Bar-b-que chicken one. Cuz all DH likes is Hawaiian. Has anyone else developed food aversions during pregnancy that stuck around after?

2009-03-11T07:08:00.000-06:00

So Monkey B's allergy testing went okay. You know once I actually found the place. GPS was telling me it was on the right when in fact it turned out to be on the left. And don't even get me started on how the numbers on the doors were few and far between. Thankfully the chiropractic office pointed us in the right direction. We had him tested for insect bites as our big concern was bees. Turns out all he reacted to was the mosquito-which we knew. And it is 95% sure that he is not allergic to bees, wasps, hornets or other flying bugs. He does however have some early markings of asthma. So if they get any worse we just follow up with our family doc.

DH took Peanut and Monkey A to school yesterday. Then we met up and had lunch with Monkey B and Hamster. And by 3pm DH was ready for a nap. I laughed and said that he wasn't even done "my" day yet.

AF is here and I just want to curl up in bed. But that is not an option. So I shall self-medicate and caffeinate and carry on.

-32C

2009-03-09T08:40:00.000-06:00

That is the temp with windchill right now. Holy Frig. I thought we were in March, not January.

Well I took the kids up to my parents on Saturday. They had a great time. We left about 30 minutes before the blizzard hit. It was still nice when we left and when my Dad took my Grandma back it was a blizzard. Thankfully I was ahead of it on the way home.

With daylight savings time the kids have been sleeping until 7am or later. Hopefully they will keep this up.

Eating has been okay this week-end. Although we did have McDonalds yesterday, but I had a kids meal.

Monkey B has his allergy testing tomorrow so I probably won't be able to post until later in the day.

Gotta go and have my coffee.

Friday

2009-03-06T09:24:00.000-07:00

So as some of you noticed I changed the pic at the top. Those are 4 of the reasons that I am doing this. Of course the pic is a few months old (try July 08), but you get the idea. And I like that Monkey B is back there sticking out his tongue. Being the goofball he likes to be.

Going grocery shopping today. The hardest thing I find with Simply Filling is limiting the pasta/rice/potatoes and the no bread. Although I only like bread when it is really fresh. I am not a day old kinda girl. My sisters are like that too. But I will have the 35 WP for things like bread and chocolate. I am also looking forward to trying grains in new ways.

I am undecided about going to my parents tomorrow. I know that they love to see the kids and the kids love to see them, but,I am tired. I have been dragging my ass all week. I really don't feel like the hour drive each way. And there is the possibilty of snow. Also Hamster will not nap there and ends up being miserable by 2pm. DH wants to do some things around the house so he will not be coming with us. I will see how I feel tomorrow.

Think I should go now before this post turns into a pity party.
Later

Happy Dance!

2009-03-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

My sister got the news that the cyst that was on the baby's brain is no longer there! And also confirmed that it is still a boy. I am so happy for her.

Ramblings

2009-03-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

Well I called to confirm Monkey B's appointment with the allergist yesterday. Once again I must say that I love our Canadian Health care system. I asked our family doc for a referral back in July and he is now getting in next week. We know that he is allergic to latex and bug bites (poor kid just welts right up instantly and they are about this size of a saucer). Anyway I get to pay $40 for them to test my child. I think the poor kid will deserve some sort of treat after that. And DH will have the fun of taking the other kids to school.

I am trying to find recipes and such so that I can prepare for going on Simply Filling next week.

Taking the kids up to the farm on Saturday as my Mom will have my one niece for the week-end.

Praying for my sister as her ultrasound is today. And she doesn't see her doc until next week.

Waiting for AF to rear her ugly head. And I know that bitch is on her way cuz I just want to eat everything.

Oh The Weather Outside is Frightful.......

2009-03-03T07:51:00.000-07:00

Yeah. It can stop snowing already. Well first it rained and then it snowed. And now it is just craptacular. I may actually put the truck in 4wd today. How exciting is that? Not very. Can I hibernate for the next few weeks?

The Monkeys brought home their March calender yesterday. They have a 7 days off this month. For spring break. Then they get to go back for a couple weeks and are off for Easter. Does anyone remember when your spring break was your Easter break? Or you know when kids actually went to school.

I think that I have decided to do the Simply Filling plan. I need to stop eating so much processed crap. It just seems to trigger me to eat more.

We had a painter in last night for an estimate on our lower level. For $1600 they will do the ceiling and all the walls (except den and bathroom/laundry room). This is good cause we have vaulted ceilings in half the lower level and DH and I hate heights. So they are coming in mid-April and hopefully after that we can list the house. We don't need to sell the house, but with 6 of us and only 3 bedrooms it would be nice to upgrade. But if we don't get the price we want oh well.

Oh goody it is raining again. Hope everyone has a good and dry day!

Another Monday

2009-03-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

Yup that is an original title.

Lost .4 last week. I know that it was the stress eating. And I will do better this week.

My coffee maker died on Saturday. I cannot live without my morning cup(or 4)of coffee. Well I will live, but I will b very cranky. And DH being the sweet guy he is went out Saturday night and bought me a new one. Dude doesn't even drink coffee! He did call from the store to get my opinion though. Anyway he got me a Cuisinart 12 cup. It makes wonderful coffee and has a setting where you can select how hot you want it.

We decluttered more of the house on the week-end. Took a load of toys to the Salvation Army. And DH took a load to storage yesterday. Still so much to do though.

I desperately need a hair cut. Not to mention colour.

Took an hour yesterday to do the homework that the kids had. You know. From kindergarten.
Does anyone else have that problem?

Gotta go. My coffee is ready!

Falling Apart

2009-02-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

My body that is. Google is not my friend. Can't call my doc until 9:30am(in a couple minutes). And I know that she will refer me to my OB/GYN (gotta love Canada healthcare). And that it will be months before I can see him. I know that I am not dying, but it is annoying. And so I am stressed which affected my eating yesterday. FYI Hot tamales before bed=freaky dreams for this Mom.

Happy that this month is almost over.

2009-02-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

I hate winter. It is -31C here right now with the windchill. Nasty.

As I picked up the Monkey's yesterday their teacher said that one of the boys had said something that she better no tell me. With it being their 100 day of school they were discussing the number 100. Monkey A pipes up and annouces that "My Mommy is 100!". Mrs L advised him that I was not 100, but she got a good chuckle out of it. In the car I brought it up. I asked him how old I was. His answer this time was "40". I replied that I wasn't 40. He then let out a big sigh and said "Well, I don't know!" Gotta love that kid.

I had a little incident last night that involved some cadburys and cookies. But I have tracked it and moved on.

Hope everyone has a great day!

Winter Wonderland

2009-02-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

Bleh. We got a bunch of snow last night. I am so ready for spring.

I have been OP and jounalling for the past 3 days. Yay me!

Today is the kids 100 day of school. They had to glue 100 things onto a poster board cut-out of a 100. So with twins that means that I had to find 200 things. PITA

The kids love riding in the truck. Mommy loves driving it in crappy weather. And the remote start. It is just taking a little getting used to on how to load them.

I love how my 3 yr old(Peanut) says "kape" instead of "okay". And the fact that he wants to go to the mall to look at the Lightining McQueen truck (Mac) at the Disney store. The kid just loves that thing. And if it wasn't $50 it might show up at our house one day.

When I was at my WW meeting on Saturday they had the new electronic scales out. Our leader says that it will tell you the points value of food as well. For instance if you put a banana on the scale. Type in "banana", it will calculate the points. How cool is that! I hate that I can never figure out if my bananas are small, med or large. I always just count them as 2 points. So I think I might ask for this scale for my birthday or when I reach my 10%.

It is snowing again. Bleh.

I had a really good title

2009-02-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

And like so many other things it is forgotten.

I am up 1.4 this week. I am so mad at myself. Myself and I had a long chat this week-end. I am the one who makes the choices so I must live with the consequences No one else can do this journey for me. I can have all the support in the world, but in the end the decisions I make are mine alone. There is no quick fix or magic pill. There is only hard work and determination. Both of these I have been lacking.

I can either stop trying and live this way for the rest of my life. Or I can follow the program and improve my life. I no longer want to live this way. I want to be able to do fun activities with my kids. And I sure as hell do not want them to end up like this. They deserve a healthy Mom. DH deserves a healthy wife. And I deserve a healthy me! I am worth it. And while I am all too aware that road will be filled with potholes and detours. It is my path to make.

Thursday Already? Now with Update!

2009-02-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

DH made it home on Tuesday. And he took yesterday off. So we got the out-of-province inspection done on the new truck. Stupid that it needs to be done on a 2008, but whatever. Now it is all registered.

Recieved some news last night that is bit worrisome. My youngest sister is pregnant with her 2nd and due first part of July. When they found out that it was a boy her DH cried(right there in the ultrasound room), they already have a girl. Anyway she had a doctor's appointment yesterday that her DH went to as well. She already knew that since from the first ultrasound they could not see the umbilical cord clearly, she needed another ultrasound. What she found out yesterday was that there is also a choroid plexus cyst on the baby's brain, and that they could only see an artery and vein in the umbilical cord. When you should see an artery and 2 veins. Both of these are "soft" markers for Downs Syndrome. Upon hearing this my BIL announces that he doesn't want the baby. WTF???? Dude I know you are in shock, but that is not something you should sayin front of your pregnant, hormonal wife! So now my sister is all upset about the baby and her DH is being an ass. I figure that it is because there is a chance that he won't be getting the "perfect"son. Asshole. They have another ultrasound in March and hopefully things are ok. Sometimes babies are born with these cysts and they mean nothing. But right now my sister is a wreck. And I am heartbroken for my sister. That she has to live with the uncertainty for a couple weeks and that her DH is an asshole.

Update: I just got off the phone with my sister and she is in better spirits today. She understands where her DH is coming from (I understand too, I just took offense to his comment). Also didn't help that my Dad was upset over his comment as well when I talked to him last night. The man adores all his grandchildren and to find out the a son-in-law would say something like that just wounded him. And so now we are in wait and see mode. Although I told my sister that if her doc was really concerned he would of upped the date for her ultrasound.

Tired Tuesday

2009-02-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

I am very tired today. This being sick again crap is well crap. To top it off Hamster is not feeling well either. He has a temp of 100.3F. Poor thing just wants to be held (he is sleeping right now). DH is on his way home. Yay! And should be home by supper. As long as the Coquihalla and the passes are ok. But he bought chains and did a practice run of putting them on. He was going to leave about 5am (6am my time). I think that this is the longest we have been apart since we got together. His business trips are usually 4 days or less.

I tossed some baby back ribs in the crock pot for supper. I have never cooked ribs in the crock before so we shall see how they turn out. I just put a little salt, pepper and garlic powder on them. And a bit of water in the bottom. Just before supper I will take them out, put on the bar-b-que sauce and put them under the broiler to crisp up. Fiqure that with baked potatoes and steamed veg is a good welcome home supper. Not to mention pretty points friendly as long as I don't over do the ribs.

Sick again

2009-02-15T17:26:00.000-07:00

Yes I am sick again. Just when I was feeling better. Blah. Doesn't help that DH won't be home until Tuesday. Oh well, I can survive until then. The kids on the other hand......maybe I can sell to travelling gypsies....LOL. We all had some quiet time today and they all had a nap. Which was good considering that I got about 3 hours sleep last night. Hamster was being a turkey every time I put him down. Finally at 12:45am I put him in his crib and just let him cry. He was one pissed off little boy. Then Monkey A woke up at 5am with a cough. I brought him to bed with me, and never did go back to sleep.

I have a pot of chili on the slow cooker. And I am going to put the 3 big kids to bed early and have a quiet supper. And then hopefully Hamster will have a better night.

5 hours of freedom

2009-02-14T15:41:00.000-07:00

Well I have the sitter come at 9:30 this morning. And then Iwent to my weigh-in. Down 2lbs! I then went to the mall to get some Kernels popcorn for tonight. MMMmmmm ...butter salt....
I then went to 2 different book stores. Cause the first one didn't have 2 of the books I was looking for. I ended up buying 9 books in total. I love books. Then I went to London Drugs to wander until I was to meet my sis for lunch. While there I ended up getting 2 new non-stick pans. They were clearing them off for $5 and $10 (reg $25 and $30).

Then it was off to Origial Joes for lunch. Had never been before. But we thought since they don't allow under 18yrs old it would guarantee a kid-free meal. It was an ok meal -I had fish and chips-the halibut was good, the fries were ok. The service was kind of indifferent though. Then it was off to get some bread-they didn't have any fresh stuff yesterday. And I was home in to work on the basement for about mins.

I got a small steak yesterday and some tiny lobster tails. So I think that will be my supper along with a nice salad. DH doesn't like seafood anyway. Well except for fish and chips-he is English after all.

Hope everyone has a great week-end!

Leaving on a jet plane....

2009-02-12T09:06:00.000-07:00

Well not me, but DH is. He flies out tonight to BC. I am a mean wife in that he is taking the train and then a bus after work so that I don't have to take him to the airport. It means that I don't have to drive downtown which I hate. In rush hour, which I hate and then travel all the way back here in rush hour which I really hate. And of course I would have all the kids with me. So he is taking public transit. And it was his idea and not mine. And I don't even have to pick him up from the airport. That is because he is driving back. In our new truck!

We finally bought a Yukon. In BC. Handy that DH was headed there anyway. It is a 2008 and has everything except a DVD player. But it has remote start! And can pull our trailer. Which is still being repaired even though the friggin thing is brand new. And we were assured that the leak in the pull-out was fixed. Guess not. Not that I am pissed about that or anything. We just better have it back in time for us to go on our hopefully 2or 3 week camping trip.

Anyway. The kids and I are having a jamy day today. Tomorrow I will take them grocery shopping and then McDonalds. And then Saturday where I have 5hrs all to myself!

Off to self-medicate and hang out with the kids. Later.

Rachael Ray

2009-02-11T10:04:00.000-07:00

I have a love/hate relationship with this woman. I mean c'mon how annoying is "EVOO"?
Anyway if you can watch or record it today do so. This man is on http://www.mattlogelin.com/
and his story is amazing.

AF can bite my ass

2009-02-11T09:54:00.001-07:00

Is it just me that wants to eat everything that is not nailed down when she gets her period? At least I am trying to make healthier choices. But damn. On the cramps. OMFG. This being a woman crap can bite my ass. It was never this bad before. My doc has suggested the Mirena IUD. But see I got my tubes tied so I would no longer need hormonal birth control. Doesn't help that Aunt Flo ALWAYS triggers a really bad IBS episode. Thank goodness the kids are off school after today (until next Tuesday). Tomorrow we are having a pajama day.

Blah, blah, blah

2009-02-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

So we are halfway thru the kids school week(for this week). Peanut has his Valentines Party today. And Monkey A & B have theirs tomorrow. So this morning I was putting together Peanuts valentines. And of course the Monkey's had to have theirs. And OMFG the Ironman valentine! I need the Ironman valentine! No not for my friends, I NEED it! So instead of having my head explode. He has it. I think we will do the Monkeys valentines later. Like right before bedtime. Or school tomorrow, in the van.

Hamster slept thru the night. Yay! Hopefully he is getting back into schedule. I had another OP day. Despite a bad IBS flare up.

Oh and that bitch Aunt Flo is gonna rear her nasty self soon. It seems that ever since having the Hamster (and I had a tubal during his C-section) that my periods have gotten longer and heavier. Not to mention anywhere from 25-32 days. I used to be a 28 day girl on the dot. Not now. I had an ultrasound and my girl parts looked good. No cancer or fibroids. But they cannot tell from an ultrasound if it is PCOS (which I don't think it is) or peri-menopause(which I think it might be). So I have some blood work to do which I will get done sometime when I don't have to take the kids with me. So on a Saturday, and I get to fast. Yay me! You would think that with all the blood work that I had to have done with each pregnancy (and I am talking bi-weekly draws for the last 2), that I would be ok with someone poking my arm with a sharp object. I am so not ok with that. Could also be the fact that I have to tell them every time which arm and which vein to draw blood from. I have really shitty veins. Have even had draws done from my hand before.

Off to have my coffee. Have a wonderful Tuesday; I know I will with some pharmaceuticals!

Week-end Recap

2009-02-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

So as I suspected I gained this week. 2.2lbs to be exact. But I have been totally OP since Saturday. I just have to take it a day at a time. Sometimes a meal at a time.

Saturday I took to the kids to the farm to see my parents. My Dad used the backhoe to make an 8ft high sledding hill. And they had gotten them sleds and crazy carpets. They spent a good 2 hours out there. Hamster and I went into town to get some things at No Frills and to get away from my Negative Aunt. I can't stand her attitude sometimes. Not to mention how she picks on how we are raising our kids. Sorry lady you had your chance and you screwed your kids up, so why would I take advice from you? Anyway the kids had a blast.

Yesterday was trying to get caugh up on housework and laundry.Until my IBS flared up and I went and had a nap.

DH was talking to his Dad the other day and mentioned on how we are looking into getting a treadmill. FIL offered us theirs as MIL doesn't use it anymore! DH told me that we can use it and if we really like it then get a newer one. So we will have a treadmill at Easter when IL's come here. Unless DH gets a truck when he is there this week-end.

Hope everyone has great OP day. I know I will!